
I looked into them mirror today and I did not recognize myself. I have become a shadow of who I used to be. I have the same basic beliefs and principals and morals, but I have lost the spark. I want to find myself. I want to feel like I am taking risks and feel like i am alive. i want to see the sunrise and watch the sun set in the arms of someone who loves me, not because i take care of them, but because without me... they aren't complete. how do you find that? do i have it and just don't see it?