I can hardly believe that it is almost august... I feel like i haven't had a moment of down time this summer. And although that is nice in moments, it certainly has made the time pass far too quickly.
Not to be cliche but life is good. Napoleon might be the top performer in obedience class, pizza villa is undefeated, no issues at ranger camp, long runs are back and being completed and Ben and i are clicking.
i am hoping that eventually the sun will come out and I will be able to have some sort of tan and spend some time actually swimming this summer, but at this point I think i would just take a day or two that I didn't wear jeans and a sweatshirt. i think that is fairly reasonable.
my bump in the road continues to be determining when I have expectations that are too high in regards to ex etiquette and when I am being asked to just except what happens without question or concern. call it women's intuition or gut instinct or paranoia, it doesn't matter... what i know is that at a gut level the situation makes me cringe. and i have to trust that feeling... men base decisions on facts and statistics, women on feelings (i know I am generalizing). no good will come of interactions that involve a particular ex. it has nothing to do with trusting him or believing in him or us... those aren't the issue. i issue arises when boundaries are crossed by the person outside our relationship.
No running today... what's a girl to do? ANYTHING she wants!
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