enough

I have had enough... I have had enough of the bullshit that is a part of my life and I am tired of fighting with Ben about it. I have had enough of caring or wanting to protect the relationship that matters so much to me and appears to matter so little to him. i know he cares about me, but when is it going to change? when will he see that his "friendship" with her is weighing us down? When will i not be expected to always be the bigger person in EVERY situation?

I wish he understood why it bothers me... I wish he understood why I care... I wish he understood why he is the only person that thinks his actions are alright.

Napoleon did not get the memo that we didn't need to get up at 5:15 this morning... that does mean plenty of time to get ready for the tournament. I just hope that our team comes ready to play. Our numbers are low, but we are competitive... no one on the villains wants to walk away from a 19-0 season early in the day. Dig deep today... play not as individuals, but as a team... for each other, every point matters as it could be our last.

P-Villa!