Ever feel like you should be upset about something, but you just aren't? that is how I am feeling about tomorrow. I mean, I know Ben is meeting up with Jess for coffee, but i just don't care. I would be lieing if i said I wasn't weirded out, but I am certainly not mad about it. I am so over the drama and the stress of it. what will be will be. That isn't to say that I don't give a shit if this begins to happen regularly or if they decide that co-captaining is the way to go for summer league- actually I am not sure how I will react. My gut says I will have melt down... I am hoping that I am together enough that I will handle it maturely. Guess we'll see. Ideally, Ben will just opt not to do this and it won't be an issue.
Running is going well... we ran today for 63 minutes and I felt great. My legs are getting used to the miles... 40 this week in 5 days. I think it will be closer to 50 next week. I just need the rest of my body to catch up with the increase. I have been ridiculously tired this week (to the point on whinny one day and tears on another).
I cannot wait for vacation... nothing too exciting happening, but just to have a week off from school sounds great~ sleeping in... sleeping in... sleeping in... then only 8 weeks of school left!
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