I woke up this morning feeling down. I have no real explanation for this expect that I can't seem to shake the fact that B misses another girl. I don't know why I am having such a hard time with this, but it is weighing heavily upon me.
I think it partly bothers me so much because he does not seem to even understand why i feel this way. He thinks I am being dramatic and insecure. I don't think it has anything to do with being insecure, but rather the opposite. I am secure in myself enough that I am not ok with my boyfriend missing another girl and I can't let it go. I can't roll over and pretend that this doesn't bother me.
If he is missing her, is he really over her? Has he really moved on? Is there still a part of him that wants her? Or have I read far too much into this? Am i being crazy about this?
He told me the other day that I was the coolest girlfriend in almost all things, but not on the issue of her. I guess it would be better to date someone less cool about everything and would freak about this? I don't know any other girl that would still even be here with some of the dumb ex-girlfriend shit he has pulled.
No, I am NOT ok with him spending time with her. I think he is CRAZY for asking me to be ok with it!!
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I told you this before but he is on crack if he doesn't understand why that would bother you. He should consider himself lucky. Any other girl would not put up with this BS, I would have dumped him months ago!!
ReplyDeletei know... i just have to believe that he needs some help in seeing why this is bs. he did finally say he would do what he needed to do to make me more comfortable with all of this- i think he is at least trying. still out of line, but trying.
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