Saturdays... used to be my time to get up earlier than Ben and putter around the house. Nope, not this morning. Ben was up shortly after me. Ahhh... And actually I shouldn't complain because he woke up in a much better mood today then he was in yesterday.

He has been sick the past couple days and oh boy he is so less then pleasant when he doesn't feel good. When he wants something he wants it in that moment. Phew, i am tired! I ended up in bed last night at 10~ yikes who ever would have thought me in bed at 10 on a friday night?! I guess it comes with the whole spending all my time with one person.

We are leaving for New Bedford today... we have a half marathon tomorrow. I am physically ready for it, but certainly not mentally prepared for it. I know I can run the distance, that isn't the problem... I just don't want to. I know I need to, but I have no desire to actually do it!

We have been circling around our living situation for a couple days now... I don't know what I want. I do know that it doesn't make sense for us to be paying rent and utilities at two places when we are always at 1. I don't know if that's enough reason though to move in together. Shouldn't it be about want and desire and not being about to get enough of each other, which I think everyone else would say that is where we are too... and we probably are, but admitting it to him? That seems significantly scary!

Well... keep your fingers crossed tonight and tomorrow go well.