Friday, March 6, 2009

the night before

I working really hard at not freaking out about this whole tournament. i still don't think my issue is trusting him- i don't trust her.

i wish i was more secure, but for some reason i am just not. i need to figure this out, because i don't want to stress about this every day... i don't want to be that girl. and no one wants to date "that girl". ben hasn't said anything like he is ready to walk away- i just don't want to turn into the girl that freaks about everything. i mean, in this moment i am level headed, but there is still part of me that hates this is happening.

wish me luck this weekend... i will keep updating.

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